I slept the long, deep sleep of those utterly exhausted. I could have slept more, but alas, I have to go to work. It pays my bills, allows me insurance that I need, and today, gets me away from the apt where I am clawing at the walls. I am searching for my happiness once again. Today, this very minute, is my next step. And the next minute, my next step, until I find that I am enough for me. I make me happy.
I thought I had that figured out before, but it seems here in the past 6 months, something changed and I lost sight of myself. I don't think it was only my doing, but I know I played a part in it. Well, it's time I get it back. This time won't be so hard, because I know it's there and I know how to get it back. Letting go of toxic situations is only the beginning.
I love each and every one of you. Please keep praying for me. I need it now more than ever.
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- Betty O Rocker
- I like music, art, tattoos, white beer, cats, baking, quilting, making stuff , organics, traveling, finding cool new things I want to try, and staying busy but not being required to do anything. I love alternative 80's music, monster ballads of rock, West Texas thunderstorms, a good cup of coffee, hanging out with my friends and family, good manners and dirty jokes. I like things neat and tidy, although they don't always end up that way.
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100 Things About Me 2010 UPDATED!
- 1. I still want to know more about YOU!
- 2. Tulips are my favorite flower.
- 3. I have a cat named Indie.
- 4. I like beans, but they don't like me.
- 5. I am always open to trying new things.
- 6. I now live in Cedar Park, Texas.
- 7. I am second oldest of 8 children.
- 8. I support the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation.
- 9. I am never happy with my weight.
- 10. I like to throw parties.
- 11. I have always wanted to know what I look like bald.
- 12. I don't like being hot. AT ALL.
- 13. I had braces as an adult.
- 14. I have never wanted to go in space.
- 15. I am still friends with people I knew in Jr. High and HS. I love them so much.
- 16. I grew up (for the most part) with my great-grandmother.
- 17. When I was little, my mom used to call me "Scruffy Louise".
- 18. I don't have my tonsils.
- 19. I'm allergic, really really allergic, to lillies.
- 20. I am growing a rosemary bush but it's half dead.
- 21. I have two other plants that are all still alive.
- 22. The other cats live with G. I think they are happier.
- 23. I love to travel.
- 24. I don't typically like other people's kids - OPKs.
- 25. I was never in a sorority.
- 26. I was in band and I was cool.
- 27. I have stacking dolls with fangs.
- 28. I have a lot of pictures to put up.-
- 29. I met Henry Rollins and he is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
- 30. You can't tell me where to stand!
- 31. I've been on a tour bus, too, so whatever.
- 32. I think you have to choose a camp - Star Wars or Star Trek.
- 33. I love Harry Potter.
- 34. I LOVE JULY 4th!!!
- 35. My HS mascot was the Eagle aka War Bird!
- 36. I HATE CHERRIES!
- 37. I love the smell of sandalwood and vanilla.
- 38. I am not your typical school nurse.
- 39. I officially closed my t-shirt company.
- 40. I don't really like watching movies.
- 41. I don't want to have a real job, but I need the insurance and the paycheck.
- 42. My favorite colors are: pink, red, and black.
- 43. I like things to be very neat and tidy.
- 44. I am allergic to a bizillion different foods and medications.
- 45. I can only remember three or four jokes.
- 46. Hamburgers are my favorite food.
- 47. I love, love, love pancakes.
- 48. I have been in a public bath in Budapest.
- 49. I finally got a Wii.
- 50. The rules do not apply to me.
- 51. Girls in Texas ARE the prettiest girls in the world!
- 52. I am afraid of heights.
- 53. I don't think most people discipline their children like they should.
- 54. In 8th grade, I won 3rd place in state (UIL) for a newspaper article I wrote.
- 55. I am a Public Notary, Private Process Server, Ordained, and a school nurse.
- 56. I FINALLY paid off my car!
- 57. I went to Washington, D.C. when I was in H.S. They let us roam the Capitol all by ourselves..the subway, Georgetown, whatever.
- 58. I got cut off on an airplane after one drink. Seriously? Yes.
- 59. I have a passport that FINALLY has some stamps in it!!!
- 60. I have a cousin who lives in Japan and I want to visit him there!
- 61. I have a cousin who lives in Prague and I visited her over the holidays.
- 62. I want to go to Ireland and see where my relatives lived.
- 63. I've never been on a cruise.
- 64. I want to visit Oregon.
- 65. I have seen a plane crash.
- 66. I like to sing, but I'm not very good.
- 67. I love to make lists.
- 68. I love to read!
- 69. I want to travel the world and be able to do it all from one backpack - Rick Steves style.
- 70. I don't like scary movies.
- 71. I quit smoking 3 or 4 years ago (I can't even remember how long ago it was) and don't miss it a bit.
- 72. I gave up drinking diet coke 3 years ago and haven't had one since. - I have had a few lately...but they taste funny.
- 73. I drink coffee. A lot.
- 74. I love going to the farmer's market.
- 75. I love music. It has always been a part of me.
- 76. I have lots of friends in bands.
- 77. I have a bass guitar that I can't play very well.
- 78. I support local business.
- 79. I love it when all the laundry is done AND put away.
- 80. I need a pedicure.
- 81. I like to send cards in the mail.
- 82. I have a bachelor's degree.
- 83. I'm afraid to ride my bike too fast downhill.
- 84. I wanted to be a Solid Gold Dancer when I was little.
- 85. I recycle almost everything.
- 86. I hate the way wooden spoons feel in my hand.
- 87. I try to eat whole, local and organic foods whenever possible.
- 88. I REALLY like fabrics.
- 89. I used to make my own Barbie clothes.
- 90. I love chocky.
- 91. I like to quilt.
- 92. I like genealogy.
- 93. I hate math.
- 94. I can play the flute.
- 95. I like to bake but hate to cook.
- 96. I don't like roller coasters.
- 97. I had the best NYE ever in Prague.
- 98. I have four sisters.
- 99. I have three brothers.
- 100. I took private art lessons as a child.
1 comment:
yes, find you! you can make you happy. no one can do that for you. love you! mindybelle!
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